New year s dream

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I have a long dream colored and strange,
 in it I'm still a student and single,
 a year without a number and a city without a name,
 big, beautiful, but completely empty.
 
 Where, in the rhythm of a waltz, the music is foreign
 sounds, in space a booming, without end,
 and I love you, girl,
 I don't remember your face, though...
 
 Dark. It's like morning. Or the evening?
 My soul is shivering from the draught.
 I'm in a hurry, almost running to meet you,
 but you're getting more distant.
 
 And I, stubbornly, am eager to you, favorite,
 lost in the mazes of the void,
 wanting a moment to return the unique,
 when you still loved me...
 
 And, like, I understand that it is not necessary,
 get used to new year's movies,
 that it is unlikely to calm the soul
 and that girl's been gone a long time.
 
 But sleep, like an animal, does not let me go,
 clinging to the flesh growls: "I will not let go!»
 And I to it, as to life, getting used,
 looking for you, looking for you, looking for you again...
 
 & nbsp; & nbsp; & nbsp; & nbsp; & nbsp; & nbsp; & nbsp; January 1, 2020