From myself

Людмила Валериевна Аксёнова
Running away from yourself, trying to convince yourself otherwise
 Running after someone who doesn't need you
 Run and stumble to convince yourself that it will be smooth
 Run, run as a state of mind
 
 You won't stop until you reach your goal
 You won't stop until you're exhausted
 You won't stop, you haven't been asked to
 You won't stop, because you're all alone.
 
 And gritting your teeth, you are confident in your abilities.
 You want to be sure that this is your way
 But loneliness will kill you, reminding you of your loved ones
 In the end, forcing him to turn.
 
 You burned all the bridges that were once built
 You've brushed off all the people you've known for so long
 And on returning back I saw them.
 Those who loved you and waited a long time.
 
 You thought you could handle it, because you're strong in spirit
 You thought it wasn't so hard to be alone
 But realizing that without support you go out
 You realized that you are nothing without them.
 
 You have not forgotten those who gave you hope.
 You haven't forgotten those who helped you.
 You have not forgotten about those who love.
 You didn't forget just because you couldn't.
 
 And killing himself in his reddest grief,
 When not only the hands, the body is on the ground
 Don't forget who truly loves you so much.
 They won't forget about you.