How did I not close my eyes for you

Надежда Егоровна Мамонтова
Lying still  in the night ,
 Smiling with a smile ,
 I whisper softly and tenderly through the window .
 Go away my loneliness, & nbsp; ugly,
 I don't want to be with you anymore .
 Leave my house , leave everything alone ,
 In a mad stream of thoughts, speeches
 I'll never forget it
 I didn't close my eyes for you.