learn to be silent

Надежда Егоровна Мамонтова
I look like death. I'm dead cold.
 I stopped fighting and just hit rock bottom.
 promised here one: "I will warm you, I will rescue»,
 he turned into a deer and disappeared into his forest.
 
 I look like a corpse. I killed myself -
 disavowed help, just lost sleep.
 promised here is the other: "I'll heal you, sew up»,
 and he stayed to mend his skirts in a strange formation.
 
 I'm tired of being strong. just tired of being,
 why can't I just go through life?
 someone said to me: "I will win you back, I will return,
 don't worry, katyusa, I'm praying for you".
 
 all words will be twisted and turn into a lie,
 where is the masculine word? only * * * * aboly entirely!
 you're the only one for me in my ear quietly: "Cach,
 stop multiplying the pain and learn to be silent."