I am ashamed for my life translat

Владимир Воробьев -Абаденский
I am ashamed for my life
For what I once did.
For what I’m doing right now, -
For all whom I called my brother.
I'm ashamed of the fact that I live.?

Weaving from the outside,
And who would not be with me.
All this is fiery in me
I’ll destroy it all with hail.
After all, I live in a dream.

And it's a sin, it is in me
Wherever and what he didn’t.
An extinct angel fell in a dream
Sins sensual demon,
Like a god in me

And there is a door behind steel,
She is a sinner and, a virgin.
What my hands and, believe the word!
Infused me with stirrups
Horseshoes cast like a shadow.

Yes it’s a sin, everything is visible sin
Obliquely combing the wrists.
Sharing your love for everyone -
-All grants happiness to everyone,
There is a sin and a god and, in that, success.

I am ashamed for this life of mine
For what he did once.
For what I now endure -
For all whom I called my brother.
I'm ashamed of the fact that I live.?


Canada presentation at the Albertafilmmakers Film Fund 01/28/2020