Get lost

Ортиков Диёр
I just want to get lost from this place
And I want my life to have another scene.
Everything is in mess with my case
I wonder if all people are so mean.
My soul can't anymore endure,
I am in deep loss of my own side
Have almost broken every door
With hope to make my pride.
Having seen so much in my life,
I now understand there is no meaning.
Each night I deeply dive
Into myself to understand my feeling.
And there I see only empty space
Where my soul hardly stays.
This is my case
In which there are only dark rays.