Fall apart

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There will come day
When I close my eyes,
My mind will blow away,
Admittedly,my love gradually dies.
I cautiosly ask myself if this life is real
And my soul says this is only game,
But I strongly feel
How here,deliberately,we came.
I will send my heart to you,
Don't break and don't forget.
Our meetings were so few,
But I remember each time we met.
You will see my blood darken
And how I am longing to fall apart.
Love is always sudden,
I hope we still can start.