My life is destroying and
I don't know what i must feel.
Because i'm sticking blade in
My body. I stuck in Sansara's wheel.
I am becoming frivolous.
I have always been like that.
I do nothing. I loose.
I'm afraid to become bad.
I'm afraid to do true bad things.
From depths of me is torn
Scary thoughts and silent screams.
I'm afraid to that will born
From my darkening soul
Thousands and thousands demons.
They all will make a terrible howl.
In this inside war they is winners.