Are you sure?

Ангел Счастья
This is translation of Anna's Senicheva poem "Знакомься, я тот, кто тебя спасет" http://stihi.ru/2019/01/31/6023


I'd like you to meet me, I'll help you to survive.
One, two, three, four – it’s a brand new start.
May the moment of our meeting be great and bright.
I’ll pass you through with fire. It’s five.
I’ll burn your past, you’ll stay alive.
Have a look at the ashes which are so restive.

Do you know it’s me who took all your grief
just one step before you would go to the bad?
No more "it’s ok but still hurts", if in brief
No need to make a happy smile when you’re feeling mad.

You can’t imagine the beauty of your own flaws
that I was dreaming of so many times.
You are muse for my throbbing hand when it draws,
Keep like a pectoral cross these supporting lines.

There are no more us who are always alone.

I'll guard your shadows, I will be your stone
I'll fix your mistakes and patch up leakages,
I'll build for you iron walls around the edges.
Go for it! I know everything for ages...

But is there someone who will save you from me, my dear?
Who will stop you the moment I disappear?
Are you ready to meet me? I bring you your darkest tear.