Soon

   “You didn’t know what you wanted.That was so. Am I right? In fact, you just soared high in the clouds.” He pointed with his index finger to the sky above his head. “You didn’t know what you actually wanted. There, somewhere deep in your soul, you realized that you were waiting for something, but you didn’t know exactly what you should have waited for. You were desperately afraid that what should have really happened to you would not happen at all. You were afraid that something that was actually predetermined for you by heaven would not happen. It’s not a matter of faith. I know you believe. The point was in those people whom you had met earlier on your way, in their actions, in their words, in their influence on your life. Because of this, you stopped waiting for anything specific at all. This faint awareness had undermined so much… But that would change soon… ”