Have been through

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However so much I have been through,
I always tried to stay true.
Couldn't you see why I fell apart?
That crowd only made my feelings hard.
I needed to go out of everyone
To know who really goes with me.
Now, I know who's done,
For me it's time to flee.
Forget who I was before,
That boy happened to become someone
else.
I don't recall you anymore,
To me, your name nothing tells.