Existentially absent EN

Сара Ларсен
At times I just want to be left Neverwhere.
Stay still and stare,
Not to be neither alive nor dead.
Feel nothing, no pain,
Not the life's been unfair.
Not to be drowned or scared.
Only stay still unhurt Neverwhere.

Sit at the beach and stare
At the sublime Almighty Ocean
Keeping the memory of all Elsewhere,
Comforting me as a guest
In the 'never existence' state.

Where the only breather remaining
Are two of my eyes blindingly glaring
Into the depth of Allwhere.

*Inspired by N. Gaiman