You responded - I am resurrected!

Алла Польская
YOU RESPONDED - I AM RESURRECTED!
   
And here it is, the long-awaited mail.
You responded and I know
That once again I became a widow of soul
And the heart suffers without love. 

I thought you were decayed
Or put you to bed
Weakening every day
By an insidious virus decimated.               

All this time waiting
I stayed days and nights.
The yearning-reclusive tyrant
It drove me away from life.

I do not know how to live without love,
I don't exist! I disappeared!
The power of sadness, behold, I am getting old ...
You responded - I am resurrected!

03-06-2021
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AP (the original version – ru)