It s just the end of the world

It's just the end of the world.
It's not the first time in my life,
But now it matches too clearly
With the madness of the last time.
Will we ever come back
to normal life?
And I want to understand exactly
how many months or years everything will collapse.
It's most difficult for non-religious people.
They don't have a plan for "what will happen after".
I remember watching "Melancholy"
And falling in love with another person
For the first time since you
And it was amazing and beautiful.
He's dead, you know?
Drugs don't spare anyone.
But he was so looking like
All those Jims and Kurts.
You're running from your demons,
But they're catching you again.
And, having caught up,
throw it to the bottom of the well
And keep you there. In the black void.
Diving into the subconscious,
It’s very difficult to come back up.
But I succeeded.
It's just the end of the world.
And I’d like it to come.
To start all over again.