I guess u probably forgive me
For not my giving happiness.
My doubts if I'm right in seeking
Truth, hope, faith in fully mess.
U know my thoughts obsessive rather
Without easy way to light
To clear out questions other
I need details to summarize.
And further life seems me nightmare
Because see very little nice,
Best aims and noble missions spare
I hardly put before my eyes.
Perhaps I'll wait for total changing
In counciousness to rush ahead,
To make surprisingly amazing
On nearest people my effect.