Crash collapse ruin and break
Sleepless, damaged, not awake
Spinning wheels like crazy squirrel
looking at reflection in the mirror
Looking at reflection in the waters
Crossing lines and now crossing borders
Self esteem from genius to loser
Who am I? The victim or abuser?
So much at the stake or maybe nothing
Grinding, hustling, speeding up and laughing
Trying to describe, prescribe, forgive
Simply grieve about how to simply live
Jan 2022