I m already addicted

I'm already addicted. I'm like a prisoner of this city. I can't live without the noise of these roads, without the smells of old courtyards and favorite parks. My root has sunk deep into the soil of this city. I'm giving him something. He's giving something back to me.
And this, our union with him, is no longer being destroyed. This friendship is eternal. And if I betray him and then return to him again, he will meet me on the station platform with a warm autumn rain. And wash away everything…
And he will lead me through the old streets and familiar squares and remember something, and rise to the surface from the depths of memory and you will understand that this city has shaped you. He's become a part of your life.
And whether it was successful or not does not matter. The main thing is that there is you and this city, with your simplicity, sincerity and kindness. You will meet another fall of leaves together again, and even the first snow, and then an ice drift on the river, and once you raise your hands to the sky, you will forgive him everything and bless this city, which is given to you in this life for a reason.
And everything that has happened here, and everything that will happen here, is more important to you.