Brightest light

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I need someone uncovering my demon,
I want to share my darkest, strangest thoughts
About my imaginary freedom
Wherein I will be soon forever lost.

I want someone to see me as I’m worthless,
I’ll let to know – I am a slave of dark,
I take a bath in acid poisoned waters,
I have inside an awful, scary mark…

Sometimes I seem a happiest man ever,
But this is just an outer, lying side,
I’m often feeling like an empty leather
That tries to prove it's legendary might.

I need this all because I live in finding
Of hope to meet a calming, healing sight,
And when I will be loved in my own frightening –
That day I will produce my brightest light.

01.07.21