Here is my first love letter send to you
I was extremely happy and obsessed
Was there envelope – I’d braid it blue
I’d sew it by myself, my love expressed
But you left no response to my love letter
I dedicated self to those lines
What happened in morskoy camp – being threatened
The memories one’s lost no way he finds
When you didn’t respond to my first letter
I thought that you just didn’t spot it yet
If this was true, I’d start my story better
The moment, for the first time where we met
I called it then “Beginning of beginnings”
So can you feel importance, used to be
You promised me your heart all full with feelings
Instead, you’ve stolen mine, accused by me
There came the second letter that I sent you
Together with an air-kissing thing
I kissed you in my thoughts with this it’s sadder
And slapped you in your face for being dick
This letter wasn’t answered as the rest
The emptiness of darkness got it swallowed
You were my life back then and I suggest
That they were making fun of me laugh followed
Well it began - the time of his excuses
Oh, you are so unlucky, my sweet boy
A lot of work and boss never excuses
Turn silent mode on phone on and enjoy
The time has come, a letter number three here
I hid in bedsheets and began to cry
I will do anything for him to answer clear me
But ‘anything’ sometimes means even die
Indifference has led to bendy path,
Perhaps, you need some courage to continue
Why do you tell ‘I love you’ and the stuff
When you don’t want this love. Forever still you