love sweetest, kindest and only
I feel like I'm just hurting you
with every next word
and I pull the noose of my feelings
more and more
and your soul is then sad
love the most beautiful, deepest and unrepeatable
you're all I could live for
an incredibly long poem that doesn't end
even on its three-hundredth page of meeting
I know I'm the cause of your pain
because, love, you don't forget
you love and I thank you very much for it
if I could, I would cure it forever
but the coldness of all the centuries
swallows you up again
and pulls into its loops of time
like repeated adversity
that surrounds you again and again
and seals you in its insidiousness
and you always beat it
like invisibility that disappears
when you dissolve it
under the heat of the sun's rays
because your heart tells the true story
of its birth
every mist turns into rain and dew
on the leaves of the brambles
in dreams one can survive quite a few storms
on the seas
when you sail away from captivity
to your dream home
you are not afraid to be brave
in the depths of the unconscious
I know in millions of experiences
what it means not to live with you
and I cannot create a new reality
that would not repeat itself
I've already dreamed of all the worlds
where you weren't
I long to live what I don't know
for the first time to walk
through the silent our landscape
that hides under the fog of waiting
dreamy song of new centuries
love sweetest, kindest and only
love the most beautiful, deepest and unrepeatable
love, my love
you are hidden in my heart
which is half your dreamscape
about you and me
you are my eternal never ending desire