Still loving you

Юлия Лайт Белая
I go straight ahead on the path of my life,
Awakening knight and killing a coward.
And I’m trying to find a blink of the light;
And I promise myself to move forward.

Well, I cannot get back to the one which I was
Before I became your reflection,
Before all my routes turned out to be false
And your voice signaled direction.

Now I shall gather up all the ruins of me…
Still, I lie to myself denying the truth:
My mind is searching and hopes for relief,
But my heart’s still pushing me back to you.