losing control

Алекс Штейнберг
when I find
myself
alone,

exhausted
and weary,

losing control
over
my inner
“cash flow
management”,

an epiphany
strikes:
I'm here
by
my own
choice,
no one
compelled me.

and this
strange revelation
completely throws me
off track.

could I have
driven myself
into this?

at this moment,
the best option is
to go up to the
Skyhigh lounge
and order
Macallan 12.