My sweet old self

Нэнси Уилер
There's nothing that I wouldn't give
Just to find my old self again!
O God, she would never even believe
What is coming to get in her way...

I cannot find my old self...
I have to find a way outta this hole.
Just put everything on a shelf.
How do I figure this out at all?

I lost myself, that was lovely and naive
In a hurricane that is  called "life"
She would never even believe,
What would I do just to feel more alive...