Íå äàíî

Ëîâöîâ Àíòîí
Óõîæó.
         Îò òåáÿ.
                   Ê ñåáå.
                              Â ñåáÿ.
                                         Âñêîëüçü
Ïðîíçàåò ñòðàõ.
                 Íåò, áîëü.
Îäèí…
         Ïîëå…
                 Íå âîèí…            
                           Âðîçü…
Ñòàíäàðò:
          Äâåñòè äâàäöàòü
                           Âîëüò…
Áü¸ò â âèñîê…
               Cëûøåí ñòóê…
                            Óäàð…
                                  Åù¸…
                                         Æèâ…
Îáèäíî…
          Ì¸ðòâ?
                 Íåò?
                       Íåò…
Îæèë…
       Ñíîâà çàøòîïàí…
                       Çàøèò…
Î, ÷¸ðò!
         Äàæå â ñìåðòè –
                          Ýñòåò!
Îòûñêàë.
         ß – òåáÿ.
                    Â òåáå.
                            Òû – òàì.
                                     Åñòü.
                Áåñïå÷íî ñïèøü.
                                                  Äà, òû!
Âäàëè
      È òóò, â îêðóãå, –
                        Æåñòü.
Áëåñí¸øü
        Äðàãìåòàëëîì…
                      Äûì
Ðàçãîíþ…
          Ðàçîðâó…
                    Óñòàë…
                           Êðóãîì – ÿä.
                Ìíå ãðóñòíî?
                                              Íåò–äà–íî
Íå áûòü
       Âìåñòå…
                Òû – ïðîòèâ.
                            À ÿ?
Î, ÷¸ðò!
         Äàæå òàê –
                    Íå äàíî!
(3.1.2004 ãîä).
Ë.Ë.(http://www.stihi.ru/2003/12/23-28)