I stand too much
too much I bury
Too much I forgive
Just cause my mind can't keep the rage
cause it is like the boiling water on the lips
My morbid curiosity, it kills my creed
Because I wanna know the truth, I need
I opened my gate only to let you spoil
my blood is not a substance to boil
I am afraid to show someone my lines "To mistake is humanlike
To forgive is godlike"
But every time when any god inside me dies
My forgiveness becomes an unforgivable sin
Ripping off one more thread of the web that I spin
And every time my forgiveness is a mistake
and then I can't myself excuse
On map of human race
am I a blood or a dirty stain?
god and human I contain
Or I created a monster having mixed them in two?
If Jesus Christ was these two separated
I cannot divide my human and my god
I cannot decide where do I belong
I am tired of being strong